My Twin

I have a twin.... All of the twins in the world can tell you the relationship you have with your twin is different than any other relationship in the world... This person was there with you since before you were born. They know everything about you. Can finish your sentences, tell you that you look bad, beat you to a wall and they will still be your best friend. There is a level of protection that comes with being a twin. Most twins can tell you there is a "nice" twin and a "mean" twin. The nice one is quite and likes to make people happy no matter how much its taking out of them and the mean twin sees it and goes off the handle. I love my sister. She gets a bad rap for protecting me....

(I'm on the right)

There is no other relationship that compairs to a twin. We dated many men until we found two guys who can get along and be best friends. I feel like I too am married to her husband and that she is married to mine. We call or text each other everyday and hang out every weekend. Our husbands get it.... they understand. We love that about them!!!!

My thoughts. You dont like them dont read them....

Today is a new day and so far it has gone good. Last night a good friend of mine, nickname Bear, helped me by driving my cousins kitchen table to her house in the desert. He is a good guy. The kids had fun. Colby took awhile like always but he did eat all his dinner.

Tonight my husband is going to his mothers house. I told him I am not going. I know it upsets him but its hard for me to go there right now. I am doing my best. I am not keeping my kids from them. I just dont understand how it got this bad. It angers me that he lies to his father about why I'm not their. I dont get to see my neice and nephew that much anymore even though I make sure she gets to see hers. But I guess thats how things work. So I will sit at home and clean to pass time until my babies come home. I miss the past but I guess that was all a lie since this has been going on behind my back for sometime I guess.....

New to this

Good Morning,

This is the first blog from the Howard Family and I am testing this to see if I will continue posting blogs.


This is the month of Christmas. A normally happy month for this family and the kids are having a blast. We are trying to keep the kids from seeing that we are struggling this Christmas. Colby is so excited and asking for everything. His Christmas list is getting longer every day. The other night we put the tree up and Colby is waiting for Daddy to hang the Christmas lights to make it officially Christmas. We got a couple of cute pics of the kids putting up the Christmas tree. Hayden was a little cranky because of how late it was but she managed to smile a few times. Thinking about taking the kids to see Santa this weekend in the Parade in Norco.

Well lets see how this goes and maybe you will be hearing more from me....