Better days ahead.

I actually ate healthy today. I started the day with a yogurt, string cheese and tea. I ate a special k bar for snack. I had a yogurt, string cheese and salad for lunch. I have had water today and no soda so far.

Stressed

I am so stressed out right now because of our mortgage company. I am trying to decide what is best for our family.My husband doesn't make as much as he use too. We are struggling and the mortgage company is trying to mess with us. I am trying to figure out if we should short sale, forclose, or get lawyers and fight. I don't trust the lawyers we have right now. So Im thinking about asking my buddy Russell's Lawyer to look at my mortgage paperwork to see if I have a case. I am thinking about asking my friend and realitor Jeannie if I should Quick Sale and if I do quick sale do I move in with my mother in law to stay close to my job (my very good job with good caring people) or move up to my dad ( so Clay would have a good job with very caring people and me with my dads side of the family)???? So many options. We have two small children and we need to keep a roof over their heads. We have two no-working classic cars that have a history for both of us. We have two dogs (although one seems to be very sick). ugh to much to think about....

Day 3... Forgot to do Day 2

Okay so I missed yesterday. It was terriable anyway. Just imagine everything you can eat wrong I did. I thought to myself that I could put whatever I want on my post and nobody whould know.... But then I would be lying to myself. What does lying to yourself accomplish? I am going to do the shopping next week. Veggies, cheeses, yogurts, and salads...

Please if I could get suggestions and maybe things to avoid it would help

Day 1

Okay so I woke up this morning and weighed myself. I am 154.5 lbs. Im not crazy about this. I need to learn how to eat better. I am a very picky eater. My husband does the shopping and he buys junk. My son asked for bananas and my husband brings home cakes (ugh). I've come to the realization that I hide behind my kids in family pictures.

Yesterday was a bad day. I had dounuts, 2 sodas, 2 glasses of tea three chicken nuggets, an instant mac & cheese and tatter tots. oh and some peanut butter crackers and tortilla chips.

When I got home from work I did go in our pool (It goes up to my knees and Im short). I tried to do swimming but with my mother, husband, and two kids in there with me and it being such a small pool it wasn't going to happen.

I started the day off with 30 situps.
So today so far I have had for breakfast: one cake (I know), a soda and a special k bar
Lunch: tea and an instant mac & cheese

Loosing the baby fat

I have a six year old son and an almost four year old daughter. Although I know I will never be 110 lbs again I would like to loose the "baby fat". I am currently (according to my doctor's visit last Thursday) 155lbs. I would like to be 130-135lbs. This is what I was before having my son. I am going to use my blog to note my progress and my failures. This last weekend I did 40 situps each day. However, so far today I have failed with dounuts, chocolate and soda :insert sad face: On here is where I will list what I ate and worked out the day before.... Expect a post tomorrow!!!