Stressed

I am so stressed out right now because of our mortgage company. I am trying to decide what is best for our family.My husband doesn't make as much as he use too. We are struggling and the mortgage company is trying to mess with us. I am trying to figure out if we should short sale, forclose, or get lawyers and fight. I don't trust the lawyers we have right now. So Im thinking about asking my buddy Russell's Lawyer to look at my mortgage paperwork to see if I have a case. I am thinking about asking my friend and realitor Jeannie if I should Quick Sale and if I do quick sale do I move in with my mother in law to stay close to my job (my very good job with good caring people) or move up to my dad ( so Clay would have a good job with very caring people and me with my dads side of the family)???? So many options. We have two small children and we need to keep a roof over their heads. We have two no-working classic cars that have a history for both of us. We have two dogs (although one seems to be very sick). ugh to much to think about....

Day 3... Forgot to do Day 2

Okay so I missed yesterday. It was terriable anyway. Just imagine everything you can eat wrong I did. I thought to myself that I could put whatever I want on my post and nobody whould know.... But then I would be lying to myself. What does lying to yourself accomplish? I am going to do the shopping next week. Veggies, cheeses, yogurts, and salads...

Please if I could get suggestions and maybe things to avoid it would help

Day 1

Okay so I woke up this morning and weighed myself. I am 154.5 lbs. Im not crazy about this. I need to learn how to eat better. I am a very picky eater. My husband does the shopping and he buys junk. My son asked for bananas and my husband brings home cakes (ugh). I've come to the realization that I hide behind my kids in family pictures.

Yesterday was a bad day. I had dounuts, 2 sodas, 2 glasses of tea three chicken nuggets, an instant mac & cheese and tatter tots. oh and some peanut butter crackers and tortilla chips.

When I got home from work I did go in our pool (It goes up to my knees and Im short). I tried to do swimming but with my mother, husband, and two kids in there with me and it being such a small pool it wasn't going to happen.

I started the day off with 30 situps.
So today so far I have had for breakfast: one cake (I know), a soda and a special k bar
Lunch: tea and an instant mac & cheese

Loosing the baby fat

I have a six year old son and an almost four year old daughter. Although I know I will never be 110 lbs again I would like to loose the "baby fat". I am currently (according to my doctor's visit last Thursday) 155lbs. I would like to be 130-135lbs. This is what I was before having my son. I am going to use my blog to note my progress and my failures. This last weekend I did 40 situps each day. However, so far today I have failed with dounuts, chocolate and soda :insert sad face: On here is where I will list what I ate and worked out the day before.... Expect a post tomorrow!!!

Half a year later

Update on my family.... Colby is almost done with Kindergarten and he hates it most of the time but is exceling. Colby turns six this year and has asked for a superman, spiderman and batman cake/party. He loves building legos and riding his bike.Hayden is very impatient to start school even though she is only turning four this year. She is learning to ride her bike still since hers has had a flat for a few months she got a late start.

Clay went snowboarding only once this winter. Not because there wasnt any snow... nope he broke his arm. Yep!!! Landed on it not once, not twice but three times before he quit. GUYS!!!!

Now for the joke.... How many women does it take to get a man to the hospital for xrays?????

Count them with me... His mom, Grandma, sister, neice, aunt, my mom, and his wife....7.

I have an overactive thyroid. Getting old is a pain

I also wanted to add a new picture of my twin and me. We have both lost weight... (I'm on the left)

Whats new with me....

Hello its been a while since I have been on here. Its the end of August. My son has started Kindergarten and loves it. He has made a few new friends and can spell his name and write the alphabet. We love his teacher. Hayden loves the trips to the school and back to drop off and pick him up. My mother takes them on her scooter and has a wagon that hooks to it to pull my sisters kids behind her. There have only been a few hicups with getting him to school and back. I got new family photos taken by my brother in law. I love the new pics and I will be getting Colby's school pics soon.

We took the kids camping for their first time last month. We all went up to Heart Bar with my cousin and her family and my co- worker. We had fun and wish we could have stayed longer. Maybe soon we can go again.

We have made plans to go to Oregon for Thanksgiving. It gets harder and harder to leave that state everytime we go. I love my husbands family dont get me wrong. I just miss the hell out of mine. I miss my dad, he was always there for us. I miss my big sister and her family, we have always been real close. I miss my Aunt Karen and and her singing. I miss all my cousins and the crazy games we would all play. I even miss my uncles who would pick on me because "If I were a guy I could do it"......